veri weird rite din see me on9 for dis few days..im not reali use to it..but nvm..time will help me wit that..=)..actuali is ok for me..like usual..i post my blog by passing my pendrive to candy..n do what i usually do..eat,study,watch tv,tuition n bed~..what happen to my hubby?^^..i dun know..veri hard to explain our relationship for now..juz kena scolding from parents..n promise them i'll focus on my studies..is hard to let go som1 like dat..cuz of my studies i hav to let jason go for a few months..but,somthn will change between dis few months rite?..i cry everi nite cuz of dis..i miss him veri much..but he doesnt seem to care..he dun even miss me..so..im sure his love will fade away before spm..or maybe i think too much..but,we always argue..n he never 'tam' me..juz leave me crying..yea~he was a veri sweet n nice guy..but after 1 month with him..everythn seems to change..his attitude..the way he talk n treat me..so different..is like im a stranger to him..i dun reali know what to do?..let him go..*headache*..i wana keep him with me..as long as possible..theres so many places we wana go together..im juz worry dats all..he is kinda flirty..likes to flirt around..which makes me feel unsafe..i still remember what he told me a few weeks back..when we juz started..but i dun know whether he juz say dat to make me happy or what..he said 'if we break up ,i will still like u'..at dat time i was like soooo sweet~now..he can even scold me for his girl friend..n leave me crying..i call him more than he calls me..i tell him i love u more than he tells me..he spend more time with his fren n com than me..he is lazy to answer my calls..he lie to me..he loves his bed more than me..but~I STILL LOVE HIM veri much..yea..stupid!im sooo stupid..dis is what u call me..rite?other than baby..u call me stupid..ahhhhh~whatever la..dun care d la..call him,he dun wana answer..after spm oni think la..now study study n study..2 months ++ oni ma..din even reach 3 months than i can go colour my hair n get my driving license..hehe..yesterday went to toyota centre..wanted myvi..but im in love wit toyota vios..=)..mazda?dats my dream car la..tak ada kerja macam mana nak beli mazda?xD..vios will be my first car^^..myvi n vios..u sure pick vios la rite?wakakaka..maybe goin to genting dis comin holiday...yuppy!!!sooo long d din go..get to see nice car n nice view..hahahaha..go shopping oso~muahahaha..wanna get a ring..lost the 1 i bought at aeon..=(..which cost me 20 bucks..haiz..wana buy a watch too..aiya,dat 1 10 bucks pun boleh d la..nice can d..=D..any1 wana join?felix?hehe..sister juz finish upsr..veri happy la of cuz..get to sleep,play,sleep,play..so gud..i oso wan..hehe..canot dissapoint my family..they put a lot of hope on me..cuz they know i can do it de..juz lazy oni..yea la..jason teach me de..xD..dun worry la..i will try my best..n get that mvyi..nonononono..VIOS!^^..after my spm work with my uncle first at his fresh market..first month allowance leh..mmmm..giv half to parents..than the other half go buy phone..wakakaka..saw 1 sony ericsson ph..so nice~..forget the model d..new ph lai de..smtn like joe's old ph..i wan it!dun reali know what to say..juz to let u know..what comes first in my life for now..everythn reali seems to change..

1st:my family

2nd:my studies

3rd:my darlingz n $$

4th:jason pang

hahahaha..fair enough..u should be the fourth 1..u oni spend 3% on me leh..all most 80% on ur bed..10% on ur frens..7% on ur games..xD..k la..i gtg d..veri tired..faster holiday la..wanna go out shopping..buy new cloths n shoes..have to start keeping money d..bye~luv ya all..MUAXXX~

p/s:although we lost contact..u will still be my love bug..i hope u feel the same way bi~take care of urself o..luv u..oh,dun wori

i'll take gud care of ur watch..bye..=)