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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven’t heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We’re spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
But now I’m so broken that I can’t get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

i love dis song sooo much..but dun knw y..xD



Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high
Never would have worked out right
We were never meant for do or die


I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone


our memories already gone~
u shud tell me earlier JASON..
u can juz tell me 'i dun love u' anymore..
de feeling grows deeper d..
is not easy to let go..
but i'll try..
cuz i knw leavin u makes u hapi..=(
bye~
i hope we can still be frens..close fren^^


Friday, September 11, 2009

veri weird rite din see me on9 for dis few days..im not reali use to it..but nvm..time will help me wit that..=)..actuali is ok for me..like usual..i post my blog by passing my pendrive to candy..n do what i usually do..eat,study,watch tv,tuition n bed~..what happen to my hubby?^^..i dun know..veri hard to explain our relationship for now..juz kena scolding from parents..n promise them i'll focus on my studies..is hard to let go som1 like dat..cuz of my studies i hav to let jason go for a few months..but,somthn will change between dis few months rite?..i cry everi nite cuz of dis..i miss him veri much..but he doesnt seem to care..he dun even miss me..so..im sure his love will fade away before spm..or maybe i think too much..but,we always argue..n he never 'tam' me..juz leave me crying..yea~he was a veri sweet n nice guy..but after 1 month with him..everythn seems to change..his attitude..the way he talk n treat me..so different..is like im a stranger to him..i dun reali know what to do?..let him go..*headache*..i wana keep him with me..as long as possible..theres so many places we wana go together..im juz worry dats all..he is kinda flirty..likes to flirt around..which makes me feel unsafe..i still remember what he told me a few weeks back..when we juz started..but i dun know whether he juz say dat to make me happy or what..he said 'if we break up ,i will still like u'..at dat time i was like soooo sweet~now..he can even scold me for his girl friend..n leave me crying..i call him more than he calls me..i tell him i love u more than he tells me..he spend more time with his fren n com than me..he is lazy to answer my calls..he lie to me..he loves his bed more than me..but~I STILL LOVE HIM veri much..yea..stupid!im sooo stupid..dis is what u call me..rite?other than baby..u call me stupid..ahhhhh~whatever la..dun care d la..call him,he dun wana answer..after spm oni think la..now study study n study..2 months ++ oni ma..din even reach 3 months than i can go colour my hair n get my driving license..hehe..yesterday went to toyota centre..wanted myvi..but im in love wit toyota vios..=)..mazda?dats my dream car la..tak ada kerja macam mana nak beli mazda?xD..vios will be my first car^^..myvi n vios..u sure pick vios la rite?wakakaka..maybe goin to genting dis comin holiday...yuppy!!!sooo long d din go..get to see nice car n nice view..hahahaha..go shopping oso~muahahaha..wanna get a ring..lost the 1 i bought at aeon..=(..which cost me 20 bucks..haiz..wana buy a watch too..aiya,dat 1 10 bucks pun boleh d la..nice can d..=D..any1 wana join?felix?hehe..sister juz finish upsr..veri happy la of cuz..get to sleep,play,sleep,play..so gud..i oso wan..hehe..canot dissapoint my family..they put a lot of hope on me..cuz they know i can do it de..juz lazy oni..yea la..jason teach me de..xD..dun worry la..i will try my best..n get that mvyi..nonononono..VIOS!^^..after my spm work with my uncle first at his fresh market..first month allowance leh..mmmm..giv half to parents..than the other half go buy phone..wakakaka..saw 1 sony ericsson ph..so nice~..forget the model d..new ph lai de..smtn like joe's old ph..i wan it!dun reali know what to say..juz to let u know..what comes first in my life for now..everythn reali seems to change..



1st:my family

2nd:my studies

3rd:my darlingz n $$

4th:jason pang


hahahaha..fair enough..u should be the fourth 1..u oni spend 3% on me leh..all most 80% on ur bed..10% on ur frens..7% on ur games..xD..k la..i gtg d..veri tired..faster holiday la..wanna go out shopping..buy new cloths n shoes..have to start keeping money d..bye~luv ya all..MUAXXX~

p/s:although we lost contact..u will still be my love bug..i hope u feel the same way bi~take care of urself o..luv u..oh,dun wori

i'll take gud care of ur watch..bye..=)



Friday, September 4, 2009

feel like dancing non stop..dats how i release stress or to forget somethn sad or wateva..hehe..i love dancing a lot..1 of my hobbies la..n to maintain my body shape..wakakaka..xD..wish to go clubbin de..but u all know la my mum..she doesnt like me to go dis kinda of place..dangerous wor..but there is where every1 dance..^^..hehe..i like to hear all those disco n clubbing songs..everytime i hear the song oni..my body starts to move..hahaha..sexyyy moves~xD..1 of my fav song..rihanna's please dun stop the music..

It's gettin late
I'm making my way over to my favorite place
I gotta get my body moving shake the stress away
I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way
Possible candidate (yeah)
Who knew
That you'd be up in here lookin like you do
You're makin' stayin' over here impossible
Baby I must say your aura is incredible
If you dont have to go don't
Do you know what you started
I just came here to party
But now we're rockin on the dancefloor
Acting naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand,Chest to chest,And now we're face to face
I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin to it
Please don't stop the,Please don't stop the music
I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rocking to it
Please don't stop the,Please don't stop the,Please don't stop the music
Baby are you ready cause its getting close
Don't you feel the passion ready to explode
What goes on between us no one has to know
This is a private show (oh)
Do you know what you started
I just came here to party
But now we're rockin on the dancefloor
Acting naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand,Chest to chest,And now we're face to face
I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin to it
Please don't stop the,Please don't stop the music

SEXYYYYYYY~xD

hehehe..wanted to rest for a while..so blog lor~^^..k la..i wana continue dancing d..=)..tata..luv ya all..muaxxxx~luv u bi~



no matter how bad u treat me i still luv u..



im absolutely addicted to him..for now he is my everything..my life..he luvs to spend his free time on bed..luvs latte..luvs black n white..he can dont bath for the whole day if he din go out from his house..xD..mamak fans..luv to drink soft drinks especially coke n sprite..other den dat is his's wife's saliva..wakaka..my turn~i luv his..smile,laughter, jokes,smell,hair,lips,saliva,n his body~xD..he is mine 4 eva~^^

p/s:i love JASON PANG SENG LOONG 4 eva~MUAXXXXX...



yea..i knw is blur..but he is soooo cute.i took this afta he kena bully from my bro n sis..kesian~xD
Text Color cute leh..another tamagotchi(mametchi) from mcd..hehe..

haiz..kinda like a bad day for me 2day..sejarah paper..sure fail d..all the tips teacher gave din came out..i din reali study oso la..cuz dun hav de mood to..but juz nw half way sitin the paper..timothy fart~..xD..nicole was sitin behind him..but she din notice..me n candy canot stop laughing..hahaha..den recess time..wan ken to belanja me fried rice..he say 'ok'..yeapee..free food..manatau he pay for his fried rice oni..lolx..den i ask lor..'ooi,u din pay for mine leh'..den he say'aiya,tak payah la'..so,we juz head back to our table n makan..xD..so bad la..afta recess..sit for paper 1..dat wan ok la..finish the paper afta 20 minutes den ZzZzZz..^^..sexxy rachel say i sleep like dead ppl wor..where gt so kua chiong o..=='..finish skull at 12.30..went to factory..be4 dat clement kor kor brin us to mamak 'ta pao'..actuali we wanted to take away mcd de..but the que so long..aiya..tak mahu la..lazy~finifh our lunch d..help cou sis do mooncake..veri nice de leh..special sommre..gt 3 flavour..red bean..pandan..n oso 'nian yong'..everithn handmade de..u can hardly find this type of mooncake..wan order?find me lu~wakakaka..promoting..help for half an hour oni..mummy came d,fetch us home..reach home straight away call hubby..miss him sooo much..talk talk talk talk..aiyoyo..from yesterday until now eat jagung oni..even sister sick d oso let her eat jagung..so bad la u bi~den close cuz mummy came bak d..den when mummy go to her room..call again..wakaka..den we talk talk n talk..den close again when mummy came downstairs..so,i went to my room lor..wa,sis on9..so fast~i play facebook for a while..den saw hubby call sally(his ex) out..=(..den when mummy went out d..i call again..we talk talk n talk..i ask him,u call sally out?he say yea..she got nthn to do ma..she stay at home soo boring..im nt jealous..is juz dat dun knw y..i still dun hav dat confident..still worry..hate myself for being so useless..cried~..but bi doesnt know dat i cry la..he juz know smthn is wrong wit me oni..tomorrow he got plans..goin church..my mummy dun like me hangin around wit christian..but wat i can i do?im in luv wit JASON PANG SENG LOONG..who is a christian..=(..how?headache d..i wana be wit him forever..talk to fransic thru facebook..he told me nt to worry..cuz sally is his gf..ok..dis kinda cool me down a bit.. ^^..but i kinda dink he say dat is juz to comfort me..anyway,thx..=)..but wat i dun understand is y hubby din reply his msg?cuz we contact each other..hubby~is like everythn we chat is about u..he wana ask bi for futsal la..aiyoyo..see la..ur fren miss u d bi..hehehe..^^..k la..i gtg d..facebook~..later hav to miss call hubby..den he call me bak..so miss him..faster 11.30 la..cuz dat is when my parents go to their room..xD..bye..luv ya all~MUAXXX..




Thursday, September 3, 2009

got it from hubby juz now..dun wana give u back d..=p
got it frm hubby..provence lavender mask..^^actuali i wanted the apple 1..hehe
at last got what i wanted for sooo long d..hehe..cute leh..is kikitchi..^^


veri veri hapi 2day..cuz get to see my hubby..n he drive me to tuition..but mantau..4.45 tuition..6.10 finish..i go tuition at 6..lolx..my body full of bi's smell..hehe..sori a bi potong ur steam..when ur fav song is playin on the radio..i wana wana wana touch u~u wana touch me 2~xD..i shouldnt go tuition d la..can stay wit bi for another 10 minutes leh..aiyo..2day english paper..paper 2 nt veri gud la..dun knw wat ind of passage is dat..so difficult to understand de..so the summary was quite hard for me..=(..paper 1 ok la..din reali do my best..not enuf time la..1 hour n 45 minutes oni for 2 esei..crazy~manage to write 5oo words oni..haiz..the story i wrote oso veri funny..hahaha..nicole wrote about drugs..aiyoyo..u know all those drugs name and their effects meh?xD..asked her formal letter format..she always giv me the blur look..cuz im wearin mask ma..so she doesnt understand wat am i sayin..xD..so hapi pass my account for the first trial..although is juz 48%..but i improve..n dats a gud news..^^tomorow history leh..haiz..dun feel like studyin sommre..die la..u all know la..history wor..is like a bedtime story for me..ZzZz..wakakaka..but still i hav 2 force myself to study..k la..gtg d..use the mask hubby gave me..=)..nitez~luv ya n bi..MUAXXX~


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